The conversation was better than the make-out session. Better than all the time before; better than masturbation. And all because I felt I could speak my mind freely. i was comfortable enough to see into deep eyes and note the beauty. My hope is she'll read this and remember, you'll read this and see it when it's there, and that I'll let it be and make room for the days. The conversation was better. Clarity and a level of understanding was felt on my part.
I learned about me from the part of the night least expected: the conversation.