There are a hundred ideas running and jumping through my mind. Which one encapsulates the moment right now? Which would best describe the feelings and the mood? None of them. Not fully. And I won't even give you the pleasure to know what kind of mood it is I'm in. You can just wonder and ponder it or forget about it and move on.
So what will I tell you to do about this very thought I'm having? Nothing. Go and see that your own moments, especially the strongly depressive or enlightening ones, aren't going to be perfectly described by you or anyone else. Only partially described; usually by people you trust.