Doesn't it suck when you don't get an answer from someone you expect to get answers from? Doesn't it also suck when you feel like you deserve to be getting more when invariably you're still being given less? It does suck. Really it does; but only at first. Then it either dulls or becomes persepctive. The more positive being the latter. But the sad thing is how to have the hurt become positive perspective you have to already have the apporpriate perspective to understand it. And oftentimes the only way to gain that initial perpsective is to let the hurt linger because you don't know what else to do.
So if you don't know what I mean, then be in for a terrible ride. And if you think you know what I mean, then there's less of a chance for said terribleness. And if you completely know what I mean, then welcome to the club.
Just to let you know, I fall under the middle category, and I can only imagine that most of the rest of everybody does too.